angela zhang's twin?

i don't know whether it is just me but i certainly do see a striking resemblence between angela zhang and tila tequila. This is especially so since i have been watching 'romantic princess' and 'a shot at love' back to back. Both of them seem to share the same type of unique beauty. The only difference seems to be their degree of 'tan-ness'.


Here are their pictures:


Angela Zhang







Tila Tequila





what do you think?

with love,
bear bear

happy leap year day!

i am back.

here's wishing every a happy leap year day!

and of course, happy unofficial st patrick's day! =)

there's a 29% discount at the local bookstore to celebrate this leap year. i will probably make jie jie bring me along later on.

anyway, the main point of this blog post is ... erm, wu chun kor kor?!

no, he is not a china faggot. he is from the boy band Fahrenheit and he is just so amazingly cute. furthermore, he is from brunei! that is like so near yet so far and we are practically sharing the same currency.

enough said, pictures are worth a thousand words, so take a look for yourself.

here is his blog:

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/wuchun10cool

i am not quite sure whether this blog really belongs to him or not though.



yup, this is the theme song from romantic princess, which is one of those teenage feel-good idol show. do watch it if you are looking for some relaxing eye-candy 'no-brainer' type of show. they will be going to singapore on mar 6 or 7 to promote this show. isn't that exciting? i wish i can be there to meet them!

ah well.

with love,
bear bear

p.s: will time really heal all wounds? i know, i am trying hard not to think of him.

showdown

i have decided.

i am not going to just let that bitch get away with seducing my ex-boyfriend, king kong.

i am going to have a final showdown with october bear!

here are my final words:




yes, you have guessed it correctly.
it is not me who is speaking, since my mouth ain't moving.
it was kor kor's voice. still the same la, right...

with love,
bear bear

p.s: i know the video is upside down or rather 'right side down', so just tilt your head!

thanks for making me feel like shit

i am feeling emo today, mainly because i just broke up with king kong.
i guess some things just don't work out.

"goodbye my almost lover
goodbye my hopeless dream
i am trying not to think about you
can't you just let me be ... "






why does his picture have the effect of making me feel queasy all over?
why does seeing pictures of him smile make me miss him and long for his touch?
why does seeing him with her make me feel depressed, even though i no longer want him?
why does he have to mess with my heart, only to leave me all alone in the end?
why am i afraid of this new-found loneliness?
why does his presence haunt the emptiness in my heart?
why can't i revert back normally to who i was before i met him?

my back is turned on him, yet i am unable to control my feelings.
i despise myself.
i despise him even more.

with un-love,
bear bear

diversity

jie jie taught me an interesting theory about diversity today. apparently, this was what her professor taught her in class and it was meant to be a half-hearted joke. nonetheless, other than her, nobody else in the class seems to be laughing.

as for me, i have no comments as i am confused by the theory.

hence, i shall allow you to be the judge instead..

the diversity theory, which applies to the case for globalization:

if you like diversity, you should not consume diversity. this is because in doing so, you are actually eliminating diversity since consumption encourages trade and trading eliminates diversity. hence, everyone should just stay at home and not consume diversity. this implies that we should all not travel to different parts of the world and stay at home to watch national geographic instead.

in layman's term, if you truly love diversity and wish to protect it, you will not consume diversity. so stop complaining about globalisation and how everything is the same in every town and city because you are indirectly the cause of it.

do you get it???

if you don't, it's alright. neither do i.

perhaps these pictures are easier for understanding...












with love,
bear bear

oldest person alive

yes, the world's oldest living person has just been 'discovered', and is none other than Mariam Amash from Jerusalem. if records of hers are proven to be accurate, she will replace Edna Parker's spot in the Guinness Book of World Records. Edna Parker, from Shelbyville, Indiana, is currently 114 years old. Guess how old is Mariam Amash?







120 years old!!!!





isn't that amazing?

i wonder whether any of my friends or i will live up to that ripe old age...

with love,
bear bear

envy me?

for some strange reason, kor kor and jie jie always envy me for my lackadaisical way of living. however, this is so not true. unlike their misconception that i live my life with no strings attached, i actually do have daily responsibilities. for instance, whenever jie jie leaves for school, i will help to watch over her room and take care of the rest of my buddies. when jie jie returns, i will always welcome her with my tender loving hug and a peck on her cheeks. as evident, my duties are really important since i act as a pillar of support for jie jie and my buddies. thus, kor kor and jie jie should not simply dismiss me as a slacker.

anyway, kor kor recently introduced me a new recipe -- that is, banana milk (literally). jie jie mashed up some real bananas and added milk. the result is banana milk, which is apparently high in fibre and likely to have the magical effect of releasing your bowels almost immediately.

here are some pictures of the banana milk:



jie jie feeding me with banana milk. yum yum~



a healthy and strong bear =)



with love,
bear bear

p.s: i wonder when kor kor will stop stealing money from jie jie's wallet while she is sleeping. it pisses jie jie off and i hate to see her being pissed.

scandals of edison

by now, the scandals of edison chen are probably known by all. if you are still in the unknown, just google his name. kor kor is ESPECIALLY updated on such news of scandalous acts. he was probably one of the pioneers to discover the initial batch of photos circulating around and first to know if any new photos of edison's scandals emerge. (this left me wondering whether kor kor is gay) today, he showed jie jie these two articles, titled gangsters planning to teach edison chen a lesson and vincy yeung.


the former article is just plain hilarious. seriously dude, is that the best look you can achieve to look sincere and apologetic?! even i can do better than that! this article somewhat proves the theory of six degrees of separation, which explains why kor kor has those photos in his computer. (he can't bear to delete them despite edison's pitiful pleas! nonetheless, i shall attempt in assisting him to do so.) well, i can't imagine myself being related somehow to edison's creditor, who was the one responsible for the release of these photos.

isn't the internet a scary platform?



this is rather disturbing, i must comment.

sigh~


with love,
bear bear

damn suay day for jie jie!

today is a suay (bad luck) day for jie jie. it doesn't help further that she had two midterm examinations scheduled on this day, both of which she thinks she had flunk badly. of all the days and times, god chose today to bestow large quantities of snow and wind when jie jie was walking on the street, resulting in jie jie almost being blown away by the strong wind. (the sun came out soon after she was indoors) of all the days, the parking lot was especially full today, leaving jie jie with no choice but to park illegally in a 'restricted' lot. of all times, the parking attendant chose to check upon the cars while jie jie was having her exam, resulting in her receiving a parking ticket, and it so does not cost cheap! (20 usd to be exact! knn... can buy a dress or a pair of shoes!) of all the days and times to receive a parking ticket, jie jie received it during the period in which the "new parking computer management system is under construction", which means she has to personally travel down to the building to pay her fine instead of paying it online. this series of unfortunate events has left her cursing and swearing away.

i hope that her luck turns for the better from now on.~

with love,
bear bear

p.s: here is a picture of the baby that jie jie created for me on her facebook account.

isn't she simply adorable?

jie jie calls her "fat baby" because of her chubby cheeks. but i personally don't find her fat at all.




will you like to make a baby with me?

memory card reader has arrived!

yup, my long-awaited memory card that jie jie had bought for me has finally arrived. so this means that i am finally able to upload my pictures! yippeeeeeee!!!!!!

i shall officially re-introduce myself.

i am bear bear and my friends include strawberry shortcake, enpitsu, astronaut, jie jie and kor kor. as shown in the picture below, all my friends are lying on top of me, other than jie jie and kor kor of course.

my on-off boyfriend is king kong. due to our distances apart, we can feel the tension of our long distance relationship at times.

my best friend is strawberry shortcake and here is a picture of her close-up. doesn't she look kawaii?

here is a picture of both of us =) best friends forever!

that's all for now!

with love,
bear bear

the best-kept secret

announcing the best-kept secret (at least to most people) ...


*drums roll* *monkeys play cymbals*


CRUNCHYROLL!!!!



this is the website that jie jie and kor kor often visit online, other than the not-so-secret youtube site. it is highly recommended for those who are tv-less or studying/working overseas or even attending boring lectures. =) jie jie LOVES watching dramas on this site and usually gets hooked onto these shows subconsciously. trust me, it is a really addictive website. both jie jie and kor kor always put me in front of the computer just so i can watch their shows with them, not that i am complaining since i kinda like it too. The site is filled with all sorts of asian dramas and animes, ranging from thai (citizen dog) to hong kong (heart of greed) to japanese (gokusen) to korean (wonderful life). see, it consists of a wide variety of shows and best of all, it is free! i love citizen dog because it features a talking bear (just like me!) who smokes (i dont!) but jie jie found this light-hearted comic abit too strange for her liking. she prefers heart of greed and gokusen.

on another note, kor kor has been watching porn these few days (sometimes forcing me to watch with him as well) and his addiction to porn is worsening each day. jeez, knowing that all guys watch porn is one thing. approving them of doing so is another. since kor kor is such a disgusting lil boy, i shall post up some eye candy pictures of cute matsumoto jun to make jie jie happy.

so, here are some pictures of matsumoto jun from gokusen:










isn't he cute?

sometimes, i wish kor kor looks like him.


with love,
bear bear

p.s: strawberry shortcake has been irritating these few days and bombarding my facebook account with all sorts of applications. my "home" page in facebook is now filled with her evil doings. is there a way whereby i can 'block' her from doing so???

happy valentine's day

happy valentine's day to all!

i sincerely hope that everyone had a great valentine's day.

yesterday, kor kor gave jie jie two dozen roses, and the roses came in assorted bright colors, ranging from the typical red color to exotic orange color. i was in awe when i saw the beautiful roses arrived at jie jie's door step in a gigantic box. i have never seen so many types of roses before and was pretty thrilled when jie jie gave me two roses - pink and white. both colors are my favorite colors =)

later in the day, i asked jie jie why do we celebrate valentine's day. she replied that v-day is a day in which we show our appreciation towards our loved ones. i pondered over what she said and agreed with her that love is the theme of v-day. nonetheless, v-day seems to be a day that invokes much emotion in everyone.

of course, the typical couples feel excited about spending this special day with their partners. yea, i saw the smile on strawberry shortcake's face when she dressed up for her date with astronaut. it also makes me feel sad because i miss king kong, whom i met in affinia manhattan hotel over the christmas break. i guess those unattached people will probably feel the same way as i do, and that is, vday is a dreadful day. other than the singles, there is also another category of people who will probably dread this day. this group of people is none other than the two-timers (or multiple-timers). yes, they are extremely UN-single. v-day is probably a "stressful" day for them. On this day, they either vanish from the surface of the earth or execute their multiple dates in the most precise timing ever with skilfull and careful planning. i have witnessed xxx kor kor doing this before. last but not least, v-day is likely to affect an unspoken group of people, namely the gay couples. it seems like they are usually being left out in the "normal" celebration of v-day. moreover, as long as they are together with their loved ones, i guess it does not matter how the society views them. hm, i wonder whether enpitsu is gay, since i have never seen him with a gal before.

nevertheless, when kor kor informed me that there had been a case of gun shootings in northern illinois uni last night, my image of a perfect v-day shattered completely. valentine's day 2008 is no longer a day of love. it is a day of fear and terror, thanks to a black sheep who chose to shoot others just to accompany him in his suicide. what is the difference between his doings and that of those suicide bombers in iraq?

worse of all, the killer was a graduate student in university of illinois at urbana-champaign. yes, this is the place where i am located. i am relieved that the incident did not happen here but the thought of it is still terrifying. i shudder to think of what might have happened otherwise. it also reminds us to constantly show our appreciation to our loved ones, even if it is not valentine's day.

i hate to end with such a bad note, but i am too distraught to write further.

i shall go off for lunch now instead.~

with love,
bear bear

p.s: when i let jie jie read my blog post before i publish it, she commented that there is another group who dreads v-day too. this group of people includes the kiam-siap (cheapskate) guys who often give the excuse that v-day is a commercialized day, hence, they are "allowed to" purchase cheap gifts (in some cases, nothing at all) for their gf. In her opinion, these people are usually the ones who do not give any gift to their gfs on any other usual days, and thus, have no rights to voice out their protests loudly on the very day that FORCES them to part with their money. i shall verify this statement with kor kor later.

quiet cny

peekaboo!

it's been a rather quiet chinese new year this year. when i asked jie jie what chinese new year means to her, she said, "collect lots and lots of ang pow lor". when i asked kor kor what chinese new year means to him, he said, "i get to eat lots of pineapple tarts!" he then proceeded to show me his fat tummy. -_-" well, i guess by jie jie's and kor kor's definition, it means that i did not really celebrate chinese new year since not only did i not collect any ang pow, i also have limited supply of pineapple tarts. jie jie has put the container of pineapple tarts away, ever since she realized that the supply has suddenly reduced by a large propotion. =( for some strange reason, this feels deja vu. it reminds me of the scene whereby the jar of honey is always tucked away on the top of a high shelf, far from the reach of winnie the pooh. is this a common punishment for greedy bears? if so, it sure is a really cruel punishment!



with love,
bear bear

p.s: jie jie has bought a memory card reader for me. hopefully i will be able to upload pictures of me soon!

bad kor kor

today, kor kor made jie jie cry. bad kor kor!!! i have never seen jie jie cry so badly before, except for once, which was a long time back, but that is another story. i tried to comfort jie jie, but she told me that i would never understand because i'm just a bear. is it really so hard to truly understand someone? it seems to me that the minds of human beings can be quite difficult to comprehend at times. nonetheless, i will always be here for jie jie. i know that jie jie has been under lots of stress for the past few weeks, and i hope that she will feel better.

take care, jie jie~

with love,

bear bear

happy cny

today is officially the first day of chinese new year! but i did not receive any angpow =(
jie jie is not attached so she cant give me angpow. nevertheless, i got to eat pineapple tarts in her room, courtesy of jie jie's and kor kor's fellow schoolmate, who brought it over from spore. yum yum~ i ate it for breakfast, lunch and dinner. hee, that is why the container is now half-filled or half-empty, whichever way you prefer to look at it.

jie jie also bought nian gao for me! gosh, do you know how rare it is to find nian gao in U.S?! especially in the area where i am residing currently. jie jie told me that we are in "champagne", but i am confused because i always thought that was a drink for adults. moreover, i do know that we are in the state of illinois. yes, the hometown of running presidential candidate, barack obama. isn't that pretty cool? jie jie thinks that he is very charismatic. kor kor will then retort back, "go marry him lor." both of them are really weird at times. well, as for me, i like the way his name rolls off my tongue easily and for some strange reason, it rhymes with "osama" too.

alright, i got to go and pee now before i wet jie jie's bed. i drank too much soft drinks today.

bye~

with love,
bear bear

p.s: learn how to make nian gao

virgin post

description of me:

i am bear bear, and i live in the comfort zone of jie jie's room. my friends include astronaut, strawberry shortcake, enpitsu and kor kor. all of them live together with me, except kor kor. nonetheless, kor kor will always visit me because i am his girlfriend. (heehee jie jie does not know i am the 'other party') i feel very fortunate because my jie jie dotes on me and allows me to play around freely on her bed. the same cannot be said for astronaut, strawberry shortcake and enpitsu. sometimes, they envy me for having such a privilege. however, i feel lonely at times because i am stuck in the bed and cant play with the rest of them on jie jie's table. oh, i have a facebook account too! feel free to add me if you want to! =) i'm so excited to be part of this cyberspace craze.

by the way, today is chinese new year and jie jie attempted to dress me up in qipao. however, because of my unproportionately big head size (yeah people have told me that i look like kor kor), i cant wear the qipao. =( looks like i have to go bai nian naked again. i dont want!!!! it's freezing cold outside and i have no clothes on. new year wear new clothes. bear bear wears no clothes.

i shall end here because it's my bedtime now and i would like to wish everyone

Happy Chinese New Year!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

good night~

with love,
bear bear